Saturday, July 5, 2014

I am so sorry that I went away but things have been getting a little hectic...

You can always tell when things don't seem to go well in my life, and I have no idea who reads or even if you are reading and I am just merely talking to myself which is how this all started.

What has been going on in my life? 

Well, a lot actually. 

I graduated from my University with Magna Cum Laude. So I now I have degree and certification to work in the field that I love Theatre and most importantly, I get the chance to teach and share it, since my degree is in education as well. 

There is a lot of change happening, and at first I was not pleased with it, but I have come to realize that maybe it needs to happen. I started a new life change, where you work on you essentially and learn how to eat better, because I have also discovered that I am a addict to food (yes it really does exist) because when I went on this "diet" I realized just how much I was dependent on food, and I realize that you cannot live without eating, but you don't have to eat everything off your plate or go get seconds. I also realized my dependence on carbs and starches in my meals, I have cut that down dramatically and I believe that I feel actually a lot better now. I have also stopped (for now) eating sugar and also having a lower sodium diet. It is definitely hard but so far I have managed to have great success with it and it is a learning, slow process but I think over all it will be worth it in the end. It is called the Diet of Hope. I am actually on my 5th week, when I am finished with this first part, I will announce my weight loss in this 6 week program. And then I will be able to introduce other foods very soon. But I will admit, I have cheated on it, but sometimes you just have to, or it might come back to haunt you (it does that to me anyways). I also have been trying to go the gym almost everyday for AT LEAST 30 minutes. I am really enjoying it! 

On the animal front, I have now 4 pets, My two cats, Asian and Oz (he is the new addition). Then I have my dog, Echo. And now I have a little 11 month ferret named Mr. Parker because he climbs his cage literally like Spiderman. It is fun to have another ferret causing chaos in the house again; I missed it. The amazing thing is all the animals play with Mr. Parker, especially Oz. 

And oh, I have sort of something (maybe) happening in the love department, besides me actually dating again, and not just having little flings that go nowhere. I will not say his name, but I have known him for a while now, and we actually stopped talking for like a year and a half, then one day out of the blue he messaged me and asked if I would want to go somewhere with him and his friends. He is a gentleman, and that is something I am not used it. Like honestly really nice, when we started hanging out a long time ago, I had just been with that guy I write about a lot on here... So I was not in the best of sorts and just ignored the signs, just wanted a friend. I am glad that he seemed to not forget me and still wanted to pursue me because I want to try it. I need to try it, maybe who knows, it will work out. But I just know that I need someone that wants me in that way. I miss it. So maybe this will turn into something, at least that is my wish. I think my grampa would be happy about it, he always liked him. I know he likes me too, or at least he finds me attractive cause he told me he does. Some good solid base to work on! :) 

I will be getting back into this I am sorry for leaving like that. 

Love, 

Rachelle Star 


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