There It Goes Again

There it goes again
By Rachelle Star


There it goes again,
Watch it beat and flow,
What is that pain that resides in me?
That movement,
That repetition I thought was broken,
I hear the ticking,
Wishing it would stop,
Life is so much better when not feeling,
Not needing,
Fake breathing,
Can we play pretend?
This is how it is going to end?
Pleasure,
Love,
This can't go unseen,
Why can't we go back to not feeling?
She's coming to life again,
I can feel her creeping in,
Not sure how to let this start,
Thinking it should stop,
Worried of what all it is to come,
Hoping to just let you go,
There it goes again,
Those stings,
Picking me up again,
Those strings,
Making that noose again.