Inside My Mind: Written by a Nobody

So school has been insane, and I have not been able to really enjoy myself at all. I have no idea if anyone is reading this. BUT I thought I would come on here and say:

I AM SO SORRY

It has been a little hard for me lately some new things have happened and yeah... I had a lot of stuff happen last year around this time of year. And its coming up to the date of it and a few other old wounds. Plus with school being hectic and my life not really going how I wanted it to go lately.

I know I should be thankful for what I do have, and I am. I know everyone has problems also, but sometimes, I wished I had someone to help this pain go away cause I love being happy. And I haven't been fully happy in a very long time, in fact it is going on a year and a half in about 3 weeks.

I just wish I could be as happy as I was before all this. I never let anything get to me, and then I opened myself up to someone, and they took the world right out of my hands.

Who knows, maybe I will be feeling like writing soon...

- Thank you for reading I will try to post soon...
Rachelle Star