depressing thoughts

depressing thoughtsby rachelle

i feel like im living in this dream that i have,
its a sad dream,
and i feel like my world is being taken away,
i feel almost emply,
i feel so plain,
i feel like im losing it,
i feel my heart being filled  with this sadness,
i hate this feeling,
which is nothing new,
and im wanting it to go away,

its like a parasite,
living and breathing on me,
and it might slowly kill me,
if i let it,

i feel like life itself is nothing,
i feel like i no longer want to be apart of it,
the thing that makes me happy is slowly slipping through  my grasp,

im falling into an empty cold abyss,
i feel drained,
i feel almost dead,
i feel lost,
wishing someone might find me,
in the end the parasite is winning,
and before waking up,
all they'll find is the remains of me.