So my last post is a bit sad. I recently became single again, it was my choice. I broke her heart. I never did that before and it was a long break up but we are trying to still be friends. I know that it happens but it really does crush you when you see that person so devastated and wanting you back. Not sure what happened... I just got tired of being in it to be honest. It was too much work and I didn't want that as a relationship for me. 7 months... I stopped doing everything... I hardly recognized myself and even gained weight because I was actually depressed. This year has been crazy at work! I mean its been insane... gallbladder removed, first show cancelled, STUCO added to my list of classes to teach, and a lot of other things to think about, along with new found confidence that I am just lately figuring out. Happy I can actually spend moments on me, its a new thing because for once I am actually being a little selfish and giving myself time but that selfish isn't so bad.
Lessons I have learned...
Stay with your mom as long as possible.
Don't make decisions on emotions.
Really think about all the components that life has in it.
Have fun while being young.
Don't give up on what you love.
Always be ready for anything.
Be open.
Be me.
Wrote a poem, starting to finish writing a play. Thinking about acting again. It is a lot of things to think about.
Hopefully you will join me on this adventure.
Rachelle
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