Happy

Are you happy what you made me?
A lovely figure dancing in your sight lines,
Smiles lasting only until they are no longer needed,
Feeling the strings dangling down,
My masters hands surround me,
I am naked with my mind blown,
My moves are not mine,
My mind is no longer my own,
Are you happy what you made me?
A Barbie doll in three dimensional clothing,
Smiles that are painted on only to be smudged by time,
Eyes that are created to have false life,
Are you happy what you made me?
Drowning in air,
Living a hollow life,
Always what you wanted me to be,
A college student with no love,
With the ambition that was made to make me fall apart,
Have loneliness made in the parties of faith,
Contricting pain with tears that turn into plastic shards of life,
Have lyrical laughs that cover up the empty veins,
I am not me,
I am just a shadow of what you always wanted me to be,
So I ask you one more time,
Are you happy what you made me?